I've pondered all the Birthday wishes I have to catch up on from the past few months. I don't know why I let life sidetrack me so. At any rate, it will be done. I will catch up. But there was one Birthday I was fixated on all week. I worried how it would affect my lovelies in Kentucky. It was their Dad's Birthday. The 23rd of September. The first birthday without him. It weight heavy on my heart for them. I knew there would probably be tears and brokenness. But I prayed for strength for them. Near the end of this week, his birthday to be exact, I had a thought. A very eye opening thought. . . . . .
We celebrate the day we are born. Our "traditional" birthday. Then, if you are a Christian and can remember the exact day, we celebrate the day we asked Jesus into our hearts. Our "salvation" birthday. But ~ in reality ~ as believers ~ when we close our eyes to this world and open them in glory ~ isn't that our true Birthday? The day we die is actually the day we shed away all these old bones and nonsense and take on a new body. We are literally a new being. A new "person". Knowing this helps to ease the pain of "death anniversaries" and prompts me to want to celebrate "Heavenly Birthdays". And if I see it this way, my Mom would be a mere 39 years old! Thirty-nine!
It's just a thought to ponder.
It's not text book material.
It's not even written anywhere.
I just found comfort in that thought.
I eases the heartache.
Screaming Banshee
7 years ago